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Patrick Nugent's avatar

Good that you still have the drive to seek the transcendental truth. Don't give up!

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Brendan Ross's avatar

I haven't been Catholic since 2000 -- I became Orthodox then (and am kind of one foot in, one foot out at this point for various reasons), and was an Eastern Catholic for a few years before that, too. Having traveled that trajectory, and reading of your own path over the last few years, as well as your impressions of Eastern Christianity in your younger years ... my own view is that this would not be the best of ideas in terms of good options for you. Too many dissonances, oddities and so on that would likely distract more than anything else, given where you're coming from.

I do understand the sense of liking the "residue" of having been a believer more than actual belief but I honestly don't know that it's possible to instill this in others (eg, kids) if they do not, themselves, go through a period of actual belief as an adult, whether they subsequently lose their belief or not.

This is the tricky thing, I think, about the present moment.

Many people are realizing that a life without some basis for moral foundation beyond the "care/harm" standard leaves a lot missing. A relatively small minority is fine with this, very self-driven, self-curating and so on, but a larger group feels adrift by it, and is looking for a fix for that. But I don't know of any way that has ever actually worked for any significant number of people for any significant period of time without actual belief. It seems very hard to get the residue without actually having been a true believer at some stage. And founding new religions (or spiritualities or what have you) is incredibly difficult to do in our age, because of the intense, ever-present global panopticon that scrutinizes everything in real time. I very much doubt that any of the leading religious systems of today would have survived that withering glare in their formative stages.

And yet ... it's hard to argue with the problems that faith poses -- that is, with people who have problems with it, for various reasons and from varying perspectives. I just haven't seen another source of the kind of "binding together" of many people in a "sticky" sense of certain moral rules and behavior, as you say (again, beyond the minimalistic care/harm standard).

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